Things have been going really well! Had my first OB appointment this week and that was all good! I don't go back for 4 weeks the wait is going to kill me!!! I have got so used to seeing this baby every two weeks and now I have to wait 5 more weeks to see this baby! I can't wait to know what we are having, the wait is killing me!



This morning has been really rough..... I lost my best friend Stacy to Breast Cancer in may and with everything going on I really wish she was here to talk to. Miss you!!!!

Wow it's been forever and a day since I have posted. sorry! My life has been a little crazy got sick with the flu been trying to bust my ass in my last semester of school, all while working full time! I can barley make it past 8:00 at night and I'm past out on the couch! Things are going well the Nick and I both are so excited and I have my last appointment with my RE on Friday. I'm actually so ready to get back to my normal obgyn. I'm 12 weeks today and have been feeling pretty well other then a little nausea still.

Well,  It's the first day of a brand new year! We have so much to be thankful for. I can't wait for August.

 I have felt great the past two days and food is now my friend again. It's so odd how when I'm sick I just want to feel better so bad, then I do and I'm scared to death something is wrong. I don't think this worrying will ever go away, I think it is going to end be being the new normal in my life!

Well we have really thought about some baby names lately.....

Girl is  Clara LeAnn S.
Boy is   Riot Paul S.


It's so funny to see friends and family all guessing what this little bug will be. Nick and I both really don't care either way just so thankful to be here in this moment and so blessed to be parents!

There is the baby! Everything is looking and going really well. Morning sickness is awful and mine is more like all day sickness! Nick and I are both so excited right now. I go back in 2 weeks for my next U/S. 

Sorry it's been so long since I have posted. I'm taking my finals today, so I have spent every last moment I have had studying. I decided to go back to school about a year ago and should be done by June. I will have to be done by June now wont be an option now. Nick just asked me the other day it this was it now and if I was done with school after this degree. I said "well lets hope so...."! I love education,and  the challenges that go a long with it. This will be my second degree. 1st degree is social work, even though I don't use it maybe I will someday. Just to hard for me right now, I was emotional all the time. I could not separate work from home. Now I am working on getting my licences for Vet Tech. I have been working at the same practice for 6 years and I love it!

I feel really good, the nausea is starting the past few days! I have not actually got sick but does my belly roll over certain foods!


Can't wait for my U/S next week!

Had a Break down last night!

I know that I should be over joyed and happy, but can't stop thinking something bad will happen. Screw you IF your even making this hard for me to enjoy with out worrying! The Bump is not helping with my out of control emotions so I'm staying away from August moms to many sad stories right now. Trying so hard to stay positive and it is helping reminding myself that in this moment I am Pregnant and I already love this baby so much!

Feeling really good just really sleepy, drinking a lot of water, and peeing up a storm.

Beta 2

Today was Beta 2 and it was 621 YAY! Things are looking good so far. Nick is starting to get excited, he has been texting me random boy names (none I like) we will have to agree at some point on names. It's not looking like any time soon. I'm nervous to tell any one else in the family, but we both agreed we will at Christmas. This is the first time in along time that I'm excited for the holidays!

First U/S will be December 27th can't wait to see the baby bug! I can't believe we are finally here!